Lord, I Need You

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Contents

Preface
Your Father Loves You
Three Little Words
ABC's of Praise
Agape Test
Beginnings
The Bottom Line
The Choice
The Collection
Communion
For Esther
Excuses, Excuses
The Final Mercy
Growth
Glimpses of Hope
How Do You Do?
Icky Sicky
Mommy, It Hurts
January
Journey
The last Journey Home
Life
Lord, I Need You
Love
The Answering Machine
Oh, God
Prayer
God's Promises
Questions
Reunion
Romans 1-8
Tears
Too Soon
Time
The Water
A Wedding Prayer
Who Do You See In Me?

Too Soon

 

My child,
So precious,
So tiny,
I hardly knew you.

Like the flutter
of butterfly wings
I felt you move, and
My heart overflowed
With love.

I looked toward the day
I could hold you close,
Count your fingers and toes,
And marvel at such a wondrous gift.

I dreamed dreams for you.
First steps and birthdays,
Bubbles and words,
Hugs and kisses.

But now those dreams
Are replaced with tears,
As I weep for what will not be.
You won't see birthdays and bubbles,
Sunshine and rain,
Butterflies and snow.

The dreams I had for you,
For us,
Lost.

And yet, where you are now
There's no need for dreams.
There's no pain or sorrow or tears
In the arms of the Father.

You are now whole,
Complete,
Perfect.

I don't know why you couldn't stay.
I may never know.

But, Lord, help me to understand.

Help me to understand
Your love for me even now,
The love you showed through Jesus,
When he gave himself for me,
For you are Love.

Help me to have the peace of knowing
That you are in control,
Even when my world is spinning,
For, without you, there is no peace.

Help me to find
Comfort in this time of pain,
For you are the God of all comfort.

My child,
So precious,
So tiny,
I love you.
Copyright 2003 by Judith E. Garling

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